keepin busy

been keepin realy busy. paul the main guy for my project didnt show up today to work. so i was pretty much lost and had nothing to do caue the ppl in india didnt send me anything either. i am so ready to get back to school where i can decide the projects that i get to work on and i get to be the boss, rather then sitting back and just watching things fall apart.

everything seems to be going so fast still. all i seem to do is work with other people. which i rather enjoy, but i also havent had time for myself to just sit around. but i am sure that i will get some of that when i get up to college. i guess i am just getting a little nervous of the fact that edmund will be my roomate and therefore make me much busier. i really liked last year when i got to work on a whole bunch of programming things that i wanted. like vertilan, i though that was really cool, but it never too off. (http://travel.cameroncomputer.com) man i really enjoyed putting that together and would love to try and do something like that again. i just get so discouraged when nobody else enjoys them? :'(


so i have been thinking of something to buy for myself with all the money that i made this summer. i really wanted to buy my bro a computer but i am afraid that it will just be too expensive to make it how he likes it. and the fact that i think that my mom will kill me if i did that because he already is on the computer too much. so that didnt really pan out. so i have been thinking about buying myself a dvorak keyboard. but i cant find one anywhere. i think that i am going to buy one and try and mod it. i dont know jsut kindof thinking out loud. maybe i could like buy those keyboard stickers and take off the paint on the keyboard and put the new stickers. it just doesnt seem cool?!?! argh ah well.